Out of a sudden, felt like blogging again.
Was reading those pass posts.
Especially Dear's.
Time flies.
We have been together for freaking 2 years already.
This is the best relationship i have.
But i'm not sure about him.(:
He post this on FB.

"Miss Yolane, let's be in love all over again because frankly, i forgot how it feels like when a couple just got together. Maybe i'm just too comfortable with you. I want that shy feeling whenever i meet you,i want that embarrassed feelings whenever i do something stupid in front of you. I want that excited feeling whenever i'm about to meet you. Let's start all over again. Yolane Chew,will you be my girlfriend?=)"

I was so touched when i first read it. (:
He was always being a nice boyf.
Caring, tedious,trusting me.
But here i am making full of nonsense.
Not trusting him, and best of all. Controlling him and not giving him freedom.
But.....
i don't know why too.


He is right.
I miss all those feelings that he stated above.
How to get back those feelings again?
I don't know how to answer this too.
But I'm willing to give it a try.
Can't wait to meet him tomorrow.
Can't wait to cuddle him, can't wait to tell him that i love him so much. 
:D


MUDHHelmi, you're mine forever. 


Lane.

The arrival of TRANSFORMER 3!
Managed to book 2 back seats at Shaw balestier.
& is the first time the whole theater is full!
Haaas. That has proven that transformer is indeed Awesome.
1,2 & 3 was all great.
Not like some other movies.
1 is better than 2 .
Or 2 is better that 1.
Blah blah blah.
Anyway, Great weekends spend with Boyf.
But had a little tiff early on.
Tsk, is was irritating.
Haaaas!
But everything is fine now.
(:

My GV pay is here and i left none now.
Fast uh!
I spend money like opening the tap like that.
Letting it flow like no other business.
Damn, i really have to manage my money.!
My savings is gonna be used up by me sooner or later.

Well, hopefully i will buy my Mac pro next month.
& start applying for driving license.
Most of my friends are having except me.
BOOOOS. YOLANE!

Lane.

I'm so freaking tired!
Work was super busy nowadays or maybe i should say this is the work flow.
But i did enjoy working with some of my colleagues.
But once in a while people mumbling makes you wonder are they talking bout me.?
Isit i did something wrong thats why or what?
But this mystery will never be resolved unless the person open up to you.
Which i don't think so.
Well, won't care much.
Will just do well in my job.
(:

Can't wait for my weekends to be here again.
I need hours of sleeps please!

Working at Gv doesn't seems to be the joy i have when i just started working.
Things change, colleagues change, management change, manager change well, i should say almost every single bit change.
More sucky i should put it this way.

Ohh well, thats life.
I'm still considering to get myself O level English not? Or maybe get myself a diploma cert.
But what course should i take? uhmmms...

Lane.

Ohh well, another great weekends spend with dear and myself (:
Sunday, last day of the weekend, monday the beginning of the weekdays.
Can't wait for the next weekends to arrive again.
Caught Unknown on friday night at Vivo.













Great movie though, but a little confusing.
Home sweet home after movie.

First thing on the sat, we went over to Suntec to get myself my own working shoes.
Walked over to Iluma to have our dinner. (:
Japanese food. * yummy *
Planned to watch My ex, at iluma but the timing was  a little late cause we wanted to go town to repair Dear's mobile broadband.
After solving Dear's thing.
Finally got to eat Nasi penyet @ lucky plaza.
Ohh well, the food there is awesome.!
Sooo in the end we watched My ex at balestier plaza .













Don't waste money on this movie.!

Sunday was well spend too, and saving money.
Eat cheap things and buy things that are cheap.
Heees.
Well, kinda pissed off, cause my pay is not in yet!
Damn!
 This week is quite packed.
Dinner with colleague tomorrow.
& meeting up Yixiang & Alicia for dinner on tues.
(:

Lane.

BOOOHOOOOO! >:(
Its sunday and monday in few hours time!
Time passes so fast especially during weekends.

Great weekends spend with Dear.
& i had to make a deal with myself.
-Think for Dear
-Stop my childish attitude and my hot temper.
& days will be alright. (:
Heeees.

Ohh well, friday was super tiring.
After SNEC got to rush down to Gv to work till 140am.
Thanks Dear for coming down from Jurong to fetch me to Chinatown to eat supper and send me home.
Sat beginning sucks.
Because of my DA YI MA cramp!
Spoiled my morning with Dear.
Lucky did lots of things to relieve the pain.
Caught No Strings Attached At iluma cinema Film Garde.













Not that bad.
Small screen but comfortable seats.
(:
After movie planned to buy Koi, but looking from far .
The queue tsk tsk. Forget it.
Haaaaas.
Soooo went to Bugis Junction to shop around and end up going home with handful of junks food.
Heeees! That's us ahhh!

&&& today was alright.
Though is just merely 4 hours.
But simple is great. (:

Working again tomorrow to fri.
Yawns. But think bout the money.
Motivation.WAHAHAAHAS!
But have to rush to GV again to work.

Had plans with GV peeps on sat .
Dinner with them and Dear. (:
Weets .Hopefully it will be great.
Its been a long time hanging out with them. (:

Lane.

Alright have not been posting for quite some time.
Don't really have the time and mood to post. Heees.
Well, started my new job at SNEC .
Not that bad. Cause Candy was with me .
Colleagues there was alright.
Some larhs actually.  xp
Squeezing out some time of mine to work at Gv.
Plan to work there only once a week, & now they wants me to work at least 2 days per week.
Freaking sians.
Considering to quit there soon.
Well, enough of work.

CNY was alright.
Spend most of my time with BF.
Din really have the mood to Bai Nian and take ang bao.
Soooooo, my CNY income very little only. ):
Its okkay.

So yea. Thats all i guess.
Gonna update soon. !

Lane.

If I would be given a chance to make a law, it would be... THE RIGHT TO HAVE YOU! ♥

First of all wishing everyone advance Happy New Year.
Not gonna celebrate much though. Haaas.
Gonna start my new job at nursing after new year.
Hopefully i get to work at a place that im gonna like .
Gonna give a call tomorrow.
To relieve my stress.. Haaaas!
Need money badly ehhhh!
I wanna go overseas with Dear & USS !

(:

Lane